Friday Night
by shz
I got home. Empty and warm. Eventually cold and alone. He’s gone to a comedy club with work collegues, boring British thing to do, I’d say. Changed to loose baggy clothes, although casual, couldn’t breath in those officeware. Watched Closer, although I also rented JFK and The Sleepers. Forgotten how much I love that movie, I thought it is very accurate. About love, about betrayal, about chances and about being honest.
Half way movie, hungry. Haven’t eaten rice all day, what was I thinking having a crêpe and Nutella for lunch? It’s like having dessert before your main course. So cooked some rice, pounded some chillies and onions, put in anchovies and garlic. Fried rice, almost tastes like Atok’s but not quite. Finished the movie and it’s only 8.43pm. Suddenly missing him. Haven’t really seen him all week. Both busy working with deadlines, came home to a quick kiss and that was it. Tonight will be more. Long kiss and a cuddle. We owe each other.
Moved iMac nearer to the speakers, plugged it loud as the living room is mine tonight. Sang some songs. First Winehouse’s Me & Mr Jones, then Simone’s Ne Me Quitte Pas, then Monita’s Keliru, then Mayer’s Gravity and by the time it got to Queen’s Don’t Stop Me Now, got scared that it might’ve been too loud.
So now I’m writing this. With my body laid on the floor and my neck’s starting to hurt. Not that you’d be interested but next time I’ll try to be more pert.
hi shaliza…let me tell u how i got here.. :)was actually browsing for a wedding photographer when i came across nadya shahabuddin..then, i saw ur name on her fotopages list, which i thot was my fren..i was really impressed looking at ur photos, n decided to read ur journal..just couldn’t stop reading(i started reading on thursday,13 nov)..there is something about ur writing that makes me want to go on reading..and i went straight to where u started..(today’s friday,14 nov..)i cant agree more with ppls comment on ur entry, about how u inspire..and i felt the same evrytime i read an entry, will read it slowly to digest each word.eheh..n i plan to repeat reading it if i have the time..(i’ll make time for it!)u perfectly translate feelings & emotions into beautiful words..n glad i clicked on ur name in that fp :)cheers!
LOL!.Ok, at least an entry, and i still read it anyway. ^_^
shaliza, i think you should write a book. i’ll definitely buy them all! love every bits of your words and photos.
Siti : Thank you for reading me. Its always good to get feedback from people.. keep staying tuned.Zeddnl : Thanks, but I doubt people want to read random rant diary entries..Hehehhe
dear shz,honestly, this journal is so special and ‘deep’. thanks for sharing your emotions.