Fantasy/Reality
by shz
In my fantasy world, our lives are not devided by the sea, our worries are like jokes we laugh at and our age is forever 16.
In my fantasy world, our mornings are our smelly breath, our noons are shops by the streets and our nights are jumping on the bed like this.
In my fantasy world, we don’t go anywhere but to each other, we go everywhere with each other and we stay close to have each other.
In my fantasy world, we’ll be as beautiful as this, as happy like this and as silly as it is.
In my reality world, this is it.
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fun !
you’re still chantek no matter what.where did u buy polka dots seluar tu kak sara?
Shz, x sempat nak komen on your reality/fantasy.Whatever it is, there must be a good reason why u withdraw them, but one thing for sure,that was one of your best entry (for me).btw, looking at one (or most) of your picture (especially ‘kawan baik’), u look more or less like Deq’ Nor of Feminin. Related?The joyous environment of u and your bestfrens + feminin look, really makes me wanna be forever 16!
Faiz : I moved your comment here as this is where I assume you intended it.I didn’t withdraw, just accidentally click ‘unpublish’ when I made minor adjustment to it.No, I am not related to any of Feminin members.I think we had too much sugar that night.I really miss them.
Zura : Suar pokadot tu beli kat kedai bawah umah ni hah. Peacocks.co.uk. I bought it September last year.
gosh..i miss my old friends too.
shz, love the pics especially the vibrant colour!!
SHZ,What do you do when a close friend of yours suddenly ditch you away like you have committed the biggest sin on earth?Answer this should you have experienced such occasion.I am pondering right now. What is my biggest sin to him so that I can alter this deteriorating friendship I’ve been trying to save from day 1 of our friendship.Lucky you, to have unreachable fantasies into pictures of unspoken beauty. At least you have friends to jump on the bed, to holding hands, to share the unraveled problem, to recreate the fantasies.Nice write up SHZ.